Thoughts of a Sprite

Monday, January 10, 2005

Trouble in Paridise...

Okay so he must have known he was in the dog house, becuase he sent a dozen long stem red roses, wired and dipped in wax, to me at work. Then he did come see me Saturday night but it still felt abit distant. I am trying to be patient, but I am not a very patient person. I am also trying to play it a bit cool, and let him do some of the leg work. em kay, we shall see how well this works. Ladies, I know you have had this thought, "he would be the perfect man if..." you fill in the rest. Well, I am not stupid. I know there is no such thing as the perfect man. But I also know that there has to be someone out there that is not a complete dick head. (Hey Bonnie B. Is dick on our list of words not to say?) Anyhow, he is at least astute enough to figure out when he is in the dog house. He does seem to persieve when he has hurt my feelings, and apologizes for it, but then he does nothing to fix the behavior that caused the feelings to be hurt in the first place. Simply put I feel neglected. I mean he calls me 80 times a day, but we don't spend much time together, he always has more important things to do. Well I am about to the limit of being patient, and just when I think I have had enough, he goes and does something completly sweet and romantic, and I think, well maybe I am over reacting a bit. Or perhaps that is just my jaded heart jumping to conclusions. SO I give it another couple of days.

I am really excited about this weekend. I am going with Bonnie and Larry to the celtic festival in Orlando! Yeah, I am a nut for anything Irish or Scotch... I simply can't wait. Let the games begin. It is going to be a long day I know, I don't even get off work till b/w 2 or 3 am Friday night, but hey at least I don't have to work until 6 am like someone else I know! It should be a fun and bonding experience for the three of us!

School has started, and I like school, I am such a nerd. I am taking Statistics for Engineers (a new requirement for psychology majors???) and Psychology of Behavioral Analysis. The subjects are challenging, and the teachers, though both odd in their own right, seem to be compitant. I have tons of homework already. Yeah... I honestly would get bored with myself if I didn't go to school.

I have managed to find time to go to the pool, and somehow got suckered into joining the fitness center. It is going to cost me only 46 dollars a month (about the cost of getting my nails done, which I have cut out of my budget) and I feel great. The first time I went, I swam 68 laps, that is one mile in 45 minutes. The second time I went I swam another mile, but I cut my time back by 5 minutes, and I only stopped twice for 1 minute intervalls. I have pretty much been sticking to my eating healthy plan. I have eaten out a couple of times, but other than that I stick pretty much to what is good for me. I have drank nothing but water (with the exception of coffee in the morning, which really can't be considered a drink, but more of a drug) for days...

Well I betta get back to work....

shes_a_sprite @ 7:41 PM.

1 comments

Rachel said...

Well my darling...Puppies can be naughty and still be ohhhh so cute. I am weary...I don't like the fact that he knows he was in the dog house, that just means he knows he did wrong but here are some expensive roses and a phone call to help you remember how cute I am. Then when he thinks you have forgotten he does the same behavior.

Now first of all men, don't get your boxers in a ruffle, I am not compairing all of you men at there to dogs, I am merely just trying to proove a point and I am doing it in the extreme way.

I know you know you can't change them, because you are a psychology major (which I just found out). It is up to him to change, it is up to you to express what is on your mind and what you feel inside.

I am not a game player, but tun off your phone for a day and see what happens. ;)

*hugs*

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